Moving abroad was always a fantasy. It felt like things would get automatically better and sorted. Every time I saw someone posting from abroad, I felt I was losing on something, I couldn’t accomplish what I could have. There must be something better waiting for me on the other side. But may be the grass…
One month in Australia
I am savouring the feeling in my blog, afraid that the thing I will forget the feelings I felt for the first time in my new life here in Australia. Well, there are not big things I am mentioning about. It is as small as riding the bus oneself to going to the university alone….
The Departure Day!
I visited the Tribhuvan International Airport back in my hometown mostly to bid farewell to my friends who were leaving Nepal. I however always felt a pull every-time I went to drop anyone there. It felt like the airport is calling my name saying one day you will depart from here as well and your…
Leaving Nepal with mixed feeling
My husband and I made a serious decision a few months ago. i.e. leaving Nepal. Was it our want to leave Nepal or was it something else? Deep inside we both know, it’s just not about the country, not just about the political situation or the increasing pollution within the valley…it was mostly about the…
The right time!
If you ask me what’s one thing that I regret the most sometimes? It’s the times when I thought I was already too late to take any actions and I was behind everyone and hence, didn’t take any actions at all! Now, when I turn back and remember those days, I feel like O shit!…
Who cares, right?
No one is going to read my boring blogs, are they? No, right? Well, who cares! Life lately has been surprisingly different. I am no longer a bachelorette, given I married three months ago. I have almost completed my master’s. I have no job to do and no classes to attend. My handful of friends…
Chapter 1: Towards a new beginning
Standing on the top of the roof on a cold and chilling night, Amber stood lifeless, still, and numb, almost like a dead body. With all the reasons lost to be alive, she was trying hard to find a reason to stop herself from making a jump. A jump that would erase her entire identity,…
“Falling” in Love
So, why do they call it falling in love? Not getting high in love? Isn’t it interesting? When you start loving someone, it feels difficult to breathe in their absence. The more you wait for them to be around you, the more time hands in the clock start to drag themselves, most lazily they can,…
Stop being a people pleaser
“Hey Srijana, I am feeling deficient, I am clueless about what to do, it’s painful…can we talk?“ “Yes definitely.” And their talking goes on for hours and hours. Even keeping my boyfriend on hold and asking him to either sleep or wait until I was done healing my friend would always be my first choice…
A wanderer
It’s easy to get lost. I believe we are all gifted with something special. Might be we are yet to discover them, but I do believe that we all are gifted with something wonderful. Maybe we are just taking them for granted? Well, after long. I felt like writing back to my adult self. Just…